(10/12/2010)

today is the day where all da uitm student got their exam result and of coz erin and me are one of them.. for diz sem, i've studied alot of tough subject...ARAB,CSC,CTU,and my unfavourite subjct,MAT108(maths!!) its really a tough sub 4 me...and ive already tought dat i would repeat next sem...repeat???ya...how come i would not be repeat..games all da time..study in da last minute...i shouldnt do dat...shud not waste my time juz like dat...sometimes when i think bout it again..oh my, how frustrated i am.. i can imagine dat next sem, i would be sitting in da juniors class and repeat back arab..ctu..and especially maths!oh no!! log into da student portal,..search fo my result link..and...oh my God!!!!!!


atlast..wat i've been thinking be4 is just dream and silly imagination... i've pass my semester 3 examination...YEAHHHH!!!! cant blieve it, and thinking dat "did they wrong counted my result??" praise to Allah..it was a really grateful result for me..smester by smester my pointer naik! have to keep it up.. my point would be better if i study more than juz waste my time...hehehe.. but, really!! Alhamdulillah...


now, im still waiting for erin result...ERIN!! i noe u can do better...AS120 is in ur hand...chaiyok2 gurl... and luv u!! (^_^)V

im home now..

at last i home..haha..n u noe what last nite journey was da most terrible one i've ever had before as its rain heavily..owh..it's feel like my spirit went out from my body..arghh..i felt totally chaotic..help me..
.n da airplane move vigorously to the left n right..upside n down..i whispered "Ya Allah..bantulah hamba-Mu ini..harap2 kami semua tiba dan mndarat dgn selamat"

few minutes later, da flight attendance anounced dat we will be landing shortly..oh..how thankful i am..Allhamdullilah..all praise to Allah..

during da journey im really sleepy u noe..luckily i didnt fell asleep on otherz shoulder..haha..there was a boyz sat beside me..huhu..n u noe what..not even a words comes out from my mouth..owh how boring i am..wish there wud be sumone to talk to me..haha..n u noe wht..there's a cute baby who sitting to da nex line..she was so cute n i owez play wif her if she see me..haha..she was a gud baby gurl as she did not crying on da whole journey..yes..she did..if not..wonder how its goin to be..plus wif other kids which running2 inside da airplane..n others baby who are crying..oh..its chaotic u noe..everybody keep talking nonstop wif their own language..n dis is da first time i experienced situation like dis...

huhu..after landing..i went to toilet n touch up  a little bit coz my hair was messy..huhu..then went to took my luggage..then went home..during da journey to home its rain heavily and owh daddy cud u see da road..im afraid..totally..i dunno how many times daddy ride in da wrong path..n we got bath..haha..syukurla smpi juak bndr..haha..then went to eat..walk around tawau for a while n went home...unpacked..

^^

quotes..

Butterflies..(take some moment to read this^_^)

Sometimes the struggle has a purpose.........One day, a small opening appeared on a chrysallis (butterflies make a chrysallis and moths make a cocoon);a person sat and watched for the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole.


Then, it stopped and did not appear to be making any  progress.It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and it could not go any further.So the person decided to help the butterfly: With a pair of scissors, the person opened the chrysallis.The butterfly then emerged easily.But it had a withered body, it was tiny and had shrivelled wings.


The person continued to watch, expecting that, at any moment the wings would open,enlarge and expand, to be able to support the butterfly's body, and become firm. It never happened!In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life  crawling around with a withered body and shrivelled wings. 

It never was able to fly. . . .What the person, in sincere kindness and  goodwill, did not understand was that the restricting chrysallis and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening, were the One's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings, so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the chrysallis. 

              Sometimes, 

                       struggles 

                               are exactly 

                                        what we need 

                                                    in our life.

If God allowed us to go through our life  without any obstacles, 

...it would  cripple us. We would not be as strong as we could have been. We would never be able to fly.

I asked for Strength...

And God gave me Difficulties to overcome and to strengthen me. 


I asked for Wisdom.. 
And God gave me Problems to solve.

I asked for prosperity...

And God gave me enough Brain and Brawn  to work

I asked for Courage...

And God gave me Obstacles to overcome.

I asked for Love...

And God gave me Troubled people who were ready for help.


I asked for Favors...

And God gave me Opportunities. 

                                I received 

                                     nothing I wanted...But I received 

           everything 

                      I needed.


Live life without fear,confront all obstaclesbe convinced that you can overcome them.The World is a gift for you..so that you, too, may spread your wings

19th nov 2010

yes..tomoro i will goin back to my sweet hometown..huhu

cant wait to go home n meet my parents n dearest sista..muahx..^_^
i oredi packed all my belongings that i shud bring back..
n oso i oredi bought many things to them such as clothes,shoes n any others la..
they must feel hepy to see it kan..

n tomoro oso my sis in law birthday..26 years old oredi
HAPPY BDAY KAK AINUL..n i love you juz like my own sista..
felt thnkful to hv u as my sis in law..
n u noe what..u r so pretty la..heehe..honest,,^_^
i hope u n my along will be happily ever after n cheer with gud sons..
n take care of da baby inside ur stomach now..^_^

n u noe what.. i oso felt like sumtin missing jz after i leaved da kolej..
i start to miss everything there..
my frenz..
my bed..
my toilet..
my room..
my stoberi..
my lect..
my classes..
my books..
my pencil box(luckily i bring it home)
my calculator
my enthusiasm while study..
my food stalls..
my soon hin..
my SANTUBONG n my SOGO
n ofcoz miss my BIKE
n after i go back to tawau..i will seldom on9..or mybe not at all
huhu..im gonna miss u my blog..
n oso miss to on9 my Fb..to chat wif my frenz..
aiyak...but its okey as long as i with my family...

okey to be precise..
my flight : AK5154
date: friday,19nov2010
time: 1535
arrive: 1825

i wish my flight will not be delay..
huhu..n i hope my journey goes smoothly...
okey..pray for my safety..amin..^_^

speechless

I LOVE YOU
n
I MISS YOU

SO MUCH....+_+

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA