FLY away LOVE...

hilang semua janji
semua mimpi-mimpi indah
hancur hati ini melihat semua ini
lenyap telah lenyap
kebahagiaan di hati
ku hanya bisa menangisi semua ini
hancur hati ini melihat kau telah pergi

 langit menjadi gelap berkelabu
menyelimuti hatiku
mengubah seluruh hidupku
mengapa semua jadi begini
perpisahan yang terjadi
di antara kita berdua
ku akan menanti  sebuah keajaiban
yang membuat kita bisa bersama kembali....


(cinderella sinetron punya lagu tema..really best and meaningful..:)

let it go

terasa seperti baru semalam,

benda yang paling berharga ,

hilang dalam sekelip mata....



i sank to the bottom..

felt like i got a big slap over my cheek...

the hardest part in my life...

it should not end up like this...

please do make me feel and breath like before..:'(

because i dont want 

my past haunted me and drowning my present...

pull me back to your track ya Allah..:"(

18days left:")

dear alia...

only 18days left for us...

+_+

pondering....

CHANGE is never that easy..we fight to hold on and we fight to let go..

FOR THE SAKE OF ISLAM...i'm sincerely change towards HIM..

THANK YOU ALLAH for the HIDAYAH :")

i've learned so many hardness throughout the journey of my life, i wish i could be a baby once again who are free from any sins and then i wish to colour my life beautifully and would not let any one destroy the beautiful life of mine..how hard,sad n guilty it is when think about the previous moment in my life which i didnt remember that ALLAH is watching every steps i take,every move i make..even when im not saying or done it..ALLAH know what i have in my heart....

THANK YOU coz even it is almost 20years my path towards You...i'm not going astray...:")

I felt really grateful and Alhamdulillah, i've began to learn, how to whisper praise and thank you to Allah, for every single sincere smile that curved around my lips and grateful tears from my eyes..thank you ALLAH for the stormy before which teach me a lot of hardship yet make me grateful and i know it cant rain forever..:")...sooner or later the rainbow appear too..:)

but yet..Ya Allah, i am not your most faithful servant, i commit sins yet I tell people not to,forgive me and strengthen my Imaan..:"(

love ERIN..:)

                           each day is a give from Allah for HIS servant,be grateful:)..Alhamdulillah...

study..study..study...cuci..cuci..cuci... =)

really tired today...whole day baca ETR, then my eyes just cant stand of looking at all sampah around the room, infront, at the back..toilet....sup lipas!!! so ive clean it all up..cuci2.... wow...bersihnya.. tapi kejap ja tu...

p/s owner of sup lipas, i wont wash ur sup ok!!!

rite now!!!

(>_<)v lya..

yay..EXAM corner..:)

okay,finally it comes again..

EXAM to kill..

but i only have 3 papers this semester..

even though its only three ...but its the killler paper okay esp bio310,chm301 n csc 317..aiyo..

it means all la kan..:))

however i will go all out..n then fly back to sabah again on 13oct..:)

cant wait to go home..hehe..^^

and to LIA..goodluck^^

Ya Allah,

Jadikanlah cahaya di hatiku,

Cahaya di lidahku,

Cahaya di pendengaranku,

Cahaya di penglihatanku,

Cahaya dari belakangku,

Cahaya di hadapanku,

Cahaya dari atasku,

Dan cahaya dari bawahku.

Ya Allah, berilah aku cahaya. Amin.

~ Riwayat al-Bukhari ~

umpama di tembak di hati...

T_T

mahu menangis tapi x bisa...

ya Allah...

there was once when you're heart

FULL WITH FLOWERS


until someone make it....it full with THORNS and BUSHES...


but when the time comes...


i do hope someone will kill and destroy away all the thorns..and start to plant up such a BEAUTIFUL GARDEN.....^^


till PARADISE..:)....

why you keep on hurting yourself..T_T

we were once so strong..

dont you forget it????

It's really painful to say goodbye 

to someone that you don't want to let go

but its even more painful to ask 

someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.

You didn't intentionally break my heart, 

you even said you were sorry, 

but I cried anyway...

I know the truth that you're too scared to admit, 

that you're with her,
scared to admit that you love her... 

but when you look at me, 

you can't even remember her....... 


please don't do this to me...i'm exploded inside..:"(

You asked me what was wrong, 

I smiled and said nothing, 

when you turned around and a tear came down 

and 

I whispered to myself... 

EVERYTHING IS....

its hurt:'(

i never thought it gonna be this hurt..

sincerely..

when i look at it.

it hurts me even more..

tears falling down..

its like a rain which i cant hold it to stop..

there's a hole in my heart...

pliz glue it back..;'(

dontyourealizeistillloveyouT_T

:'(

oh

PLANT TISSUE CULTURE..

what should i do to you...

i have no idea to do the

LITERATURE REVIEW...

......

cuti sudah habis

tomorrow we will be going back to our beloved UNIKOP...:")..even though it might sound sad..indeed,it is crucial to know that, it is my responsibilities...:)..so there's no need to argue,sigh or hate it..

and today already 6 syawal...SALAM 6 SYAWAL...

i was so happy during this 2011 raya..not becoz of the duit raya or the foods..but of course becoz i can gather with all my family members...which makes me felt really grateful and thankful to Allah..amin ya Allah..:')..even its only 6days but the memories i will treasure it forever..

di sini sy selitkan beberapa gambar..:))

sungguh bahagia perasaan ini..:))

tawau airport..mau balik KL sudah saya ni time...;'(

okay..

last but not least

maaf zahir batin..:)

necklace

i have one kind of this before when i was a kid..

but i dunno somehow,somewhere..

i lost it..

:')

:)

Make up only make you beauty outside and surely not inside..

if only

we can eat the make up and make our self beauty in the inside..

hehe..of course not..

but i

wish we could:(....gilasudahbakaunierin

and

some of my friends said that..

"air wudhu saja sudah cukup buat muka berseri2"

and i just

SMILE n keep on SMILING..

:)

ya..eagerly believe it..:)

this quotes strongly support my statement above right..:)

:)

no more..

L.O.V.E ..

it is just not a right time...

hope you will understand..

Test..:')

Allah, test me with this sickness..yet. I'm grateful. At least i am the chosen one to be test by Him, and that makes me become more strong and know that Allah really care for me...:') 


Alhamdulillah :)